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Sunday, April 4, 2010

sadness sets in

I'm not enjoying my single status right now. I knew that reality would eventually sink in. I think that time has come. I finally cried a little but I wish the tears would come like a flood to purify my thoughts. Instead, she invades my mind multiple times each day. Sadness occupies the spaces in my heart. Yesterday's tarot reader said that a nice older guy is going to hit on me but I might be too distracted thinking about other, ehem, things, to notice but I should. I do want space in my heart for new things other than sadness even if I'm not anxious to start a new relationship right now. I wonder how long it'll be before I don't miss her so much.

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